Oct
18
first
“are you happy?”
idk why this bothers me so much, but when i think about it i have to say no.
“do you trust in God?”
i would love to say yes, but if i’m not giving up my financial worries, my school worries, what am i trusting him with? merely words.
“why?”
who knows. i blame my parents, but i know i should blame myself.
i guess money is just that important.
