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Nov 7

need

need to grow up once again. this time i think as a praise leader.

i’ve been saying that “as long as praise is good for God all is good.” and i still think

that’s true, but what about his people? 

what about his kingdom?

what ever happened to Him using me?

praise is not JUST a response to His glory

but its so much more.

and it becomes something when He uses it through people.

and it affects those around.

my praise leader always used to say “praise team should be at the Throne of God

and leading those that need and want to be there as well”

but i feel as if i’ve forgotten that second part. i’ve just been selfishly

wanting to be at the Throne of God by myself and wishing to praise Him

and those that chose to follow could. instead of leading i sort of ran off hoping that others might catch up.

looking now i realize how subtle that mistake was. 

just one part was missing. and it was so wrong.

need to grow up. if anyone has something to say to me, i’m all ears.